a SiMpLE yEt CoMPliCatEd LifE...

so long

2006-01-16T01:38:00.000-08:00

haha.. so long ready nvr post.. too lazy sia.. hahahas.. too many tings to post bt too LAZY to type.. dats ME.. DAMN LAZY wan!! wahaha...

new year

2006-01-02T18:02:00.000-08:00

Vy tired worx.. Lazy to post entries.. Hahs.. How i spent my new year last year.. Well, for starters.. Vy suay ah.. 1st my SIM card gt prob, den my phone no batt; so i cnt call gigi to mit her.. Wah lau.. I busted her.. Nt purposely wat.. SORRY GIGI..

Arrange to mit jan at wdls cntrl stn at 6pm.. Bt she came late sia.. 6.20pm den cum.. Wah lau eh.. I pissed off ready worx.. Nvr even bother to call or msg me she'll be cumin late.. Wanted to go home ready.. Den c her face, approachin me.. Basket..

Went to jurong pnt 1st to mit yul thr, she wana but a vest for her graduation on the 8th jan.. i tink.. Hahs.. Den jan suggested to go east coast park to c the STARS.. my face light up ah.. Hahaha.. Coz my FAV wat.. STARS!!! Told dem the BEST plc to c stars is at bedok jetty.. Vy clear sia thr!!.. Shd go n c for yrself!! Go ard 1-2am.. U WUN REGRET WAN.. So we went thr, reach thr abt 9.45pm liao.. Go c rabiah coz she workin mah.. She gave us free tau suan..my fav hahs.. Dan me, jan n yul walk to bedok jetty frm parkway parade.. Damn far sia.. Took us almost 1hr to walk wif the heavy human traffic dat is thr.. Walk so SLOW.. Sian ah..

Reach thr almost abt 11 plus.. Cnt rmb la.. Sit thr getting ready for countdown.. Jan n yul took the sparklers to form their name.. Bt nt enuf.. Haha.. So end up doin jus the 1st letter of their names.. Me.. Foldin straw stars into rings.. To giv each of dem.. Hee.. Swit rite.. HAHAHAS...

12 o'clock ready.. Wa.. Wat an xperiece to watch.. The ships thr blow their horns upon midnight.. Wif mini fireworks.. Dey used to SOS fire to make the fireworks.. Nt grand..bt hu cares.. I dun.. Hahs.. Dan we throw the sparklers into the air.. Play wif fire... Nuthin to do.. Hahs..

Wasted.. The sky was vy cloudy so dnt c stars the clearly.. HAIZ... Talk til ard 3am den i suggest to go to mac.. Hungry wat.. Whole day nvr eat.. Shd bought snickers thr Hahah.. Cum back so fas.. Reach mac.. DAMN crowded sia.. No choice den we went to pp, coz thr oso gt mac ma.. Reach thr 3 plus den we jus sit outside the mac cafe.. Nuthin to do again.. We play wif lighter, fold straw stars (me) n heart (jan)..

Goin 6am den me n yul wanted the toilet.. Haha urgent wat (me la).. N the cold air dnt help either.. Wa lau.. Wanted to wait for 966 1st bus, bt dat bus oli cum at 0652hrs.. Wait 1hr at the bus stop.. Sian ah.. Den yul suggest to take 196 or isit 197 to clementi.. Den we jus take lor since the 1st bus already past liao.. In the bus.. Vy sleepy worx.. Normally i dun slp in buses, bt wa..damn tired.. Sumre i whr contact lens.. So more tired.. Just fall asleep.. Bt for 5mins oli.. Dan i wake up.. Cnt slp animre..

Reach home at 7.40am the nxt day.. Dnt even bath.. Jus slept.. Den 2mins l8r my mom open the door.. To put the kittens in the room.. Wa lau.. Noisy ah.. Hw to slp?! Bt i stl cn slp damn tired.. Tot wen i wake up, my mom n dad wl ask hw cum i nvr go home.. Bt dey DNT.. Man, i dnt even call or say anytin wen i cum out of the house.. So my parents TRUST me.. Gd wat like dat.. Hahahas..

Xcept for nt bin able to c the stars.. My new year has bin GR8!!.. Hope yrs too ya.!

HAPPY NEW YEAR U OL.. Hope dat dis year wl b a gr8 year for u.. Wat past is past... :)

so long

2005-12-29T16:03:00.000-08:00

Its been awhile since ma last post.. Lazy to post la.. So many to say.. If i write damn long man.. Ppl wl read til sian ah.. Hahah..

Niway, the last wk or so, has been a busy wk.. Busy busy.. Went here n thr.. Hahas.. Miss ma frens sia..

Went cycling wif yew chin, peilih n baoling.. Fion n jenny dnt make it on dat day.. Gt other tings to do ma.. While goin back to mac to mit baoling, it started to rain.. RAIN.. Me n peilih was soaked sia.. Yew chin dnt make it on time to the shelter bside mac.. So she ended up stuck under a tree.. poor ting..

Aiya.. I too lazy to type la.. So dis is the end of ma post for 2day..

Bye bye.. Happy new year ppl... :))

lost ma ear studs again

2005-12-20T18:15:00.000-08:00

2day suppose to watch movie wif von, bt her collegue change shift wif her.. Jus hv to watch it another day ba..

Wee.. Dis fri, im gona go ecp wif fion, chin, peilih, baoling n jenny.. We gona CYCLE.. wahaha.. Cnt wait.. So long ready dnt see dem.. Miss dem man..

I cnt seem to plc ma belongings properly.. Ma diamond studs r missing again!.. Dunno whr the hell dey go to.. Haiya... Total spend $20 ready on dem, dis new studs.. U beta nt lost again ah.. Spend so much sia.. Bt lucky i like the studs V Much.. So i'll stl buy again even if lost.. Crazy rite.? Bt if u like sumtin alot n its missing or u just wana hv it.. U stl wl go out n buy it rite.? Well, dats the same wif me..

wats up...

2005-12-18T16:43:00.000-08:00

Gt alot of tings to say.. Bt dats for me to noe n for u to find out.. LOL.. Tell u one ting togh.. Injuries n more injuries again.. Old injuries haven recover new injuries surface.. Looks like my TKD is improving.. HAHA.. Bt stl nid alot of work, if i wana be a fighter.. Atleast nw i cn do double like las tym.. Bt stl vy tired afta trainin for awhile.. Man, my stamina stl SUCX.. NID TO EXERCISE MORE.. Climb stairs.. Climb more stairs.. Start goin gym again.. Lye siang u beta nt cancell on me again.. Yr e1 hu wanted to go gym ok.. Nw i wana go, u end up cancell our gym "date".. Cn always go nxt tym!! Dat tym i dnt reali exercise coz no mood la.. Sumre, i gt body ache.. So u "win" on dat day.. Nvm.. Dis tym, i confirm wl exercise mre dan u! HAHAHS.. :D

Von ask me go see movie wif her on nxt tues.. "Chicken Little".. Ask bao ling n roslina along.. Bt too bad bao ling is working on dat day.. Roslina.. I hv NO IDEA.. Nvr reply to ma msgs.. Well, hope u cn go!!

Keith, mayb nxt yr dan i join karate.. Wait for ma injuries to fully recover 1st, b4 new ones appear.. Hahas.. U, uncle.. Mus endure yr pain ah..

hair cut

2005-12-09T15:05:00.000-08:00

HAHA.. Finally cut my hair on sat.. Nt trim bt cut.. By ma gd fren yul.. The final outcum... V cool.. I love it man!!.. No nid to put wax/gel.. Cn stand up on its own.. Wahahas.. :D Wen cut it.. Gt alot of comments sia.. Cute.. Nice.. Cool(frm me).. Hip.. Style.. Weird.. HAHAS.. Hey, its MY hair.. N i LIKE so dats MY prob la.. Wahas.. Niways.. My hair is always COOL no matter wat style its in.. (buay yao) HAHAHAS... :)) Today, NVR style my hair.. Afta bathing, rub my hair dry, eat breakfast dan off i go.. Til nw.. My hair is stl in its original style wen i leave the toilet.. No wax/gel.. AUTO wan!.. Wahas.. :D

borin sia

2005-12-08T16:40:00.000-08:00

Hai.. Wat a borin day it is 2day.. Damn borin sia.. Bored to death ah.. lol.. Spend the whole day doin quizes.. U cn check it out for yrself.. Just go to my links under others, dan u cn link frm thr lo.. lol.. Do 1 quiz.. "Wat kind of psycho r u".. haha.. Dis is wat kind i m... "You are a fun psychotically insane person. Laughter is the best medicine!!!" The pic v cute rite.. Well dats ME.. WAHAHAS... :D

MA dISnEY cHRaCtER.. WAHAHA..

2005-12-08T11:28:00.000-08:00

Haha.. Damn sian.. Took a test to find out wat kind of disney princess i m.. Turns out im just like ariel the little mermaid.. Dats my fav disney show.. HAHA.. Well dis is wat it has to say abt me.. Read on ppl.. :p Yup.. Adventurous n misunderstood.. Haha.. Wateva it says is TRUE.. Cn u believe dat.? :D

Which DISNEY character are you most like?
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my emotion...

2005-12-07T20:16:00.000-08:00

Did another test.. "What dark emotion e u?" Guess wat.. IM A FIGHTER.. WAHAHAS.. Hmm.. Nt bad eh.. :D Hey, y dun u go n test just wat kind r u.. Tag me yr emotion orite.? Hee..

Your...a fighter

What dark emotion are you??? (anime pics)
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my happy ending???

2005-12-07T15:23:00.000-08:00

As I think on back
Just how sad can I be?
When all that I can remember
Were the bad times with you and me?
So why does it matter?
That you arent still there?
Because all you did was hurt me
And say you didnt care.
So many nights I spent
Crying in my bed
Just pondering
and asking myself WHY?
Why did you say what you said?
So many hurtful things
That you meant to say and do
I simply dont know how you could hurt me
When I NEVER tried to hurt you
I still love you to this day
Though you were nothing but lies
And all I see is constant hate
Burning in your eyes
I dont know how I deserve this
What the hell did I do?
All I know is that I want you gone
So I know for sure we are through
I dont want anymore lies
I dont want anymore pain
I just want to go on living my life
Before I am driven completely insane..

IM REALLY SICK OF U!!!

2005-12-07T12:13:00.000-08:00

IM REALI SICK N TIRED OF U!!!..

I DUN CARE IF U STL GT FEELINS FOR HER
ITS NONE OF MY BUSINESS OK
U WAN HER GO N TK HER LA
Y E HELL R U DISTURBIN ME FOR.?
WE R JUST FRENS OLI USTD.?
DUN TINK SO U DO..

STOP COMPLAININ TO ME LA
I DUN GIVE A DAMN WAT SHE'S DOIN TO U OK
ITS NONE OF MY BUSINESS
N I DUN WANA NOE
DO U USTD DAT.?
SIMPLE ENGLISH..

PLS LA
DUN DISTURB ME ANYMORE CN ANOT.? HUH..
GT OUT OF MY LIFE!!!
ITS REALI V IRRITATIN U NOE ANOT.?
IM HATIN U MRE N MRE
EVENTOGH I DUNNO HU E HELL U R

LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!! I MEAN IT!!!
U DUN WANA MESS WIF ME

tHIS IS hW I fEEl...

2005-12-02T09:15:00.000-08:00

This is hw i feel... Hai...

"In The End" By Linkin Park (Hybird Theory)

(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window

Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matterI had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

WaT i do duRiNg luNcH!!!

2005-12-01T13:16:00.000-08:00

Few minutes ago.. Teach my college priscilla hw to do her own blog.. SUCCESS.. Haha.. So cute her skin.. A boy n a gal 2gthere.. Ysty change my blog skin, dunno hw many tym i change in 1, i repeat 1 day!.. Haha.. Finally, gt the one i absolutely like.. Alot.. Black n white.. Credits to the designer!.. Hehe.. Wa piang eh.. My neck cramp.. Hai.. Who wl massage it for me..? Hmh.. Stl gt 15 more mins to go b4 lunch finish.. Beta rest..

Nt feelin well... Hai...

2005-11-30T17:40:00.000-08:00

Dis few days, i've nt been feeling well.. Dun feel Like eating.. N i LOVE to eat!.. Mayb its bcoz of nt slping well... Hai.. Dunno la.. Gt confirmation ysty, dat sum1 i noe is confirm a butch ready.. Dunno y she bcum oso.. Bt if it makes her HAPPY dan i wish u all the best!.. Nvr go to TKD ysty, went to bugis wif lye siang, is nt i meet her late.. Is the bus.. Damn full.. The driver whr wana stop n pick up more passengers, rite.. Aiyo.. She hor.. Haha.. She try SO many tops, take so long to try, make me carry those tops for her.. Like she's my gf like dat.. Bt end up she buy frm other shops.. Wa.. Damn hungry, eat at the food court.. Suckx man, the food.. Blech.. Hate eating thr.. Eyea.. Wuhoo.. Gona Finish work soon.. HA HA.. 20min to go.. :D

Hai... FeEL so....

2005-11-28T09:00:00.000-08:00

Feel so lonely, feel so untouched..
Feel like my heart is breakin inside..

Mths may past, tears may dry..
But my memories of you will nvr die..

Hai...

ThE MarTiaLs Arts I wANa Join..

2005-11-25T16:30:00.000-08:00

The martial arts dat i love....

XxX NINJA XxX

The pic vy nice rite... The hair nice sia..
This is my all time favourite art.. Noe y?.. Coz ninja's cn run up walls.. Like the show "Kamazaki" so COOL.. Summre i like ninja turtles ma.. HAHA.. Too bad we dun hv it here in s'pore.. Tink so.. Hai.. If any of u noe whr i cn learn ninja here.. Pls tell me k.. Thnx.. :D

xXx TAE KWON DO xXx

Join dis since 2002.. Cool rite the pic?.. "I FIGHT LIKE A GIRL" Ofcoz la, i'm a gal wat.. Haha.. See the other pic... Dey kick so high!.. I oso wana do.. Must hv more confidence oli.. Dun really hv alot of it for TKD togh.. Always tink i cnt do it, wen i cn.. Hai.. WEN U TRY, U CN DO WATEVA U WANA DO.. Really learn alot frm the 2 ma'am's.. Teach me So much.. Thank U, wei ling n nicky ma'am!.. Bt thr's stl ALOT of tings i must learn frm u 2.. Yup.. I must put all my effort into trainin ready, no more playing ard.. Ya rite.. I'll stl disturb ppl wan.. Must hv fun oso wat.. Hehe.. Beta watch out ppl!.. I'll be back.. Wahaha.. Eventogh brown belt, my standard stl like a beginner like dat.. Hai.. If wanna be a gd fighter, MUST TRAIN HARDER worx... Me Cn Do It!!.. Yeah.. :D

damn Tired ah!!!!

2005-11-24T12:20:00.000-08:00

Hai... 2day was another cold day to start off with.. To make matters worse, i dnt sleep well ysty.. So now i'm tired... Hai... My injuries is MORE worse than ysty's.. Argh... Cant even walk up n down the office.. My fren zu is suffering the same fate as me.. Wonder if my other 2 frens; rat n aidah is suffering to.? Its gonna rain soon, n i'm stuck here in the office!! Hai... REALLY MISS MY ITE FRIENDS... Mayb one day, we'll go... CYCLING!! :)

WaT HapPEneD rECentLy...

2005-11-23T14:05:00.000-08:00

Today morning, it was raining heavily.. Never felt this cold before.. Even when wearing the blanket, its still COLD... Brrr.... Reach work late (Again).. Why am i ALWAYS late for work? I wake up earli, leave the house on time... Bt why am i still late for work? Luckily.. I wasn't penalise for being late.. Haha..

Went to Tae Kwon Do nite class ysty, got injuries AGAIN.. Hai... When will my injuries RECOVER.? Pass injuries not yet recovered, already new ones appear.. Still dunno if wanna join Karate anot.? If i join dan i'll just have MORE injuries.. Mayb i should rest n take time off marital arts for awhile.. N SLEEP at home!! N i can finally watch my all time favourite show.. CSI.. WAHAHA.. ;D

My cat recently gave birth (Again!) to not 1 bt to 4 CUTE little kitties.. So all together there's 8 kittens in my house!.. Hehe.. Their SO small, that they can fit into the palm of my hand.. Bt one of the bigger kitten is injured.. I dunno hw or when or where it happened.. Bt... Hai... See her limping... POOR ting!.. Breaks my heart to see her suffering like that.. :(

iT's mY BuRfDaY!!!

2005-11-05T22:50:00.000-08:00

Happy burfday to me!!.. No more a teenager ready.. Wahaha.. Went to orchard wif my fren iris.. Who had her burfday ysty, 4 nov.. Went to taka to see the subaru car challenge, coz my fren min told me dat she participat in it wat.. So i wen down to support her like she wanted me too.. Anyway, i try to kip my word.. Say go down, wl go down wan.. Haha.. Bt too bad i cant spot her there.. Bt i saw my 2 sec klasmates; andy n say meng having their palms touching the car w/o leaving it.. Coz if any1 lift up their palm frm the car..their OUT!! The only break is evy 6hrs for 5mins only, if their nt back dan their out oso.. Andy signal me sumtin, bt i cnt make out wat he's signallin.. I'm VY bad wif signals ok.. Haha.. Dan wilson came over n started chatting.. O.. So andy was trying to tell me dat wilson is there too.. Haha slow.. I tried to make andy nt focusin by disturbing wif him.. He talks rubbish ah dat guy.. Haha.. Sn, me n iris went off.. B4 heading back to the mrt, i gave her her present.. Gt her a set of snoopy & friends bobble head.. Dats the 1 whr the head shake up n down wen u flick it.. Nodding nodding.. Haha.. Yes!! Turns out she like it ALOT too!!.. She gt me a starfish necklace frm taka which i like ALOT.. I loves stars ALOT.. Togh i'm nt the type dat wears jewellery.. The only jewellery i wear are earstuds!! Haha.. I stl like it alot.. Thnx iris!..

Too bad, we both didnt gt to hang out the whole day coz we both gt other appointments to go to... Her's is her bf.. Me is my 2 other frens at diff plcs.. 1 is shane the other is rabiah.. Wa..really vy long ready nvr see shane, she skinnier sia.. We talk, she tell me her problems..i listen.. Pity her man.. Bt wat cn i do.. Cn only listen.. We left, she gonna mit her bf, me gonna go to PP meet rabiah, go all the way thr for my present.. Wa piang eh.. She told her boss dat 2day is my burfday.. N u noe wat.. She gave me free tau saun (fav).. Wahaha..

Suddenly feel so lonely, empty n confuse.. Went to ecp n just sit thr looking at the waves.. Hai.. Miss doing dat wif sum1.. Look at the waves, feel like its talking away my feelings wif it.. Abit relief la.. Dat nite, NO stars at all.. Wa lau.. Went home, feeling nt so sad any more.. Dat's gd wat rite.. Well, tmr's another day.. Good nite!.. :D

wOhOo... HaRi RayA LiAo...

2005-11-03T10:30:00.000-08:00

2day is hari raya!! Will be wearing my favourite traditional malay dress.. Dat is the baju kurung!! Dis yr i'm wearing purple colour.. Stl nt wearing any make up.. Go for dat natural look.. HAHA.. Ahh... Look SO FEMININE... Bt i am NT gonna wear the shoes dat i bought, its too GIRLY man!! Whc i'm NT used too!.. Anyway, i'm like an elephant.. No nt fat n gray.. waitaminute..i am fat, bt nt gray... Haha.. Aiya.. Scared half way walking the straps tore off ma!!.. Hahaha.. Usually my girl shoes dun last long wan de.. Cn only last up to 2wks!.. Haha.. :P